Though you don't love me you never said "Go Away" and I - too naive to see now must forever pay How could you thrive on my weakness take an innocent child to seduce All the while three steps ahead before any doubt could produce I went from loving to not giving a shit in the few months I was with you I'm really such a fool at the time thinking you felt it too My parents told me about good and bad I guess I dind't understand Because, Dear Tygerr, you helped me travel far from the promised land |
Your image pours into my mind, like blood from a cut. The only word whispered from my lips is yours. You haunt me. ghost-like you creep into my dreams. My conscious & unconscious are filled with you. I am dizzy, it's a dizziness of a drug. But I am sober It is useless to resist - But I can't help fighting. You are gone. Vanished. I cannot find thee. Yet I want to please the hunger that overcomes me. Not the hunger of lust but of companionship You confuse me. I am overcome by you. I want to be near you. Yet, I fear you. I cannot read you. It excites me. I can be natural with you. But why? Now I crave just a look. Like poison does a kill, I'm the moth - you're the flame - Dance with me. Embrace me - Capture me with those cat-like eyes, Drink my soul, I'd let the devildance on my doorstep, to see you. But Why? I feel like a Vampire's prey, Strangely marked - Drawn to you by Instinct - I can still feel your touch, yet it's been gone for weeks. I feel awake but my vision is clouded. Will you come back for me? Or will you leave me tortured with this mystery? KELLEE EVENS 11-22-96 3:33 am |
. . . . . Bloodless lips whisper your name through a mouthful of pills while hollow veins pulse with stolen fire.The godhead stirs and digs around the corners of its grave. The smell of wet earth and semen permeates the air with all the cloying force of my love. My nails gleam silver in the moonlight, their razor tips whisper in the voices of long dead lovers. Spittle flies from her lips as I take another bite. It stings as it touches my tainted skin. whose god is so foolish as to claim domination over me? My breath thins the air to acid and makes virgins like to whores. I can taste their fear on the air like a fine sheet of blood and hate clouds my vision to a scarlet fog. Jesus wept when he first saw me, and forevermore he has shrieked in his agony. I am the ultimate mind fuck. Slices that fail to sting spill on their upturned faces. my thoghts light fires. Talons draw blood in an uninterupted litany of lustful vengeance. I have tasted of societies corrupted flesh and found it wanting. This is enlightenment. The mark of the beast runs purple in the prey and the merchants prosper as always. I can see the pulsing heart of humanity and I know in the dreg of my shattered soul that I shall be the one to set it free. Smoke and shadow define my exsistance and the screams of the diseased define my joy. Fire leaps from my hand with hungry tongues and the world slinks away in fear. I am the baptizer. Do you really think you'll reach heaven? |
. . . . . My bloodshot eyes simmer with lust but my back is rigid with fear. I have stood upon the crumbling edge of sanity and hurled myself into the depths. Echos of what I was are burned away in the purifying heat of what I am. The stigmata still sting in the scathing light of the sun, but here in the loving glow of the mother, they ripple with ecstasy. I have tasted of evil and found it wanting. I can see you, you know. Every twisted breath you take, every drop that hides beneath your paper skin. My veins boil for that crimson sweetness. The taste of your sinners flesh tickles my memory with razor tipped hands. Leaves swirl outside on a wind full of empty promises while my hooves strike flames from your unflinching earth. Alone and forsaken. So now I wait. I am the hunter of the unholy; it's what I invented myself for. Invisible wires pull you skin it a thousand different directions and my taloned hands hold every one. Marked since birth with my desire, waiting long for you. My glory sears you eyes even as your frail body tears beneath my assault. My teeth shred layer after layer of you soft yielding flesh. Your sin floods my senses as the locusts swim outside in their golden armor. If I had left you a throat you could tell all the world of my glory. You could taste of my body and lose yourself in the perfect ebony blackness of the void. I watch the light slip from your eyes and breath the scarlet for that seeps from your skin. You will live inside me forever now,child. At long last... ...you are mine. |
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